they say california's a recipe for a black hole
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driving back up north after a far too long winter break (and I mean that in the best way possible) and I am going through old 10thand59th pictures quotes moments….

Only to find that people I went to high school with and haven’t spoken to in a year and a half plus watch this patch of Internet…. Life never fails to surprise you. Which led me to thinking…

I love my life more than ever, I love the person that I am constantly evolving into, the people I choose to surround myself with, and most of all: the fact that I have less of an idea than ever where I am going. And yet I feel completely at peace with the universe.

I may not have ended up with the people I thought I would (or the person I desperately wanted hoped for and believed in). I went back to the school and city that I was convinced ruined my life (as it turns out, ruining my life was a choice I made and led me to a much stronger, more loved life). I found my calling in life, or maybe just one of my callings in life. I fell in love, I moved forward, I moved states, I found three great, but very different, therapists, I changed schools, I changed majors, I lost friends on purpose, I found a family of friends, I realized more than ever that my parents will always be the greatest and most influential people in my life, I found myself in the radio, I found myself in the music, I found myself in economics, I found myself in books, poetry, and art, in new york, in Florida, in Pennsylvania, in California, but most importantly, I found myself - a person that’s more me than ever.